It's been a LONG time!

Hi anyone who's listening out there..

I haven't posted in a long time... In that time I've gotten way off track. I graduated from highschool and got really wrapped up in working, trying to find a boyfriend, and vacationing over the summer. Now that I'm settled into my first semester of college and have been dating the first guy I think I've ever really been head over heels for I'm settling into some sort of normalcy again! Back to work!! I've been so awfully disgusting lately.. it's horrible. But time to remedy all that! Last week I weighed in at 138.7 lbs... SO GROSS. My goal for Christmas is 129 (trying to be somewhat realistic).

I'm getting really stressed out with classes. They aren't that hard in general but I go to school in Hammond (Southeastern University) about 40 minutes away from Baton Rouge. So Monday through Thursday I live in Hammond and the rest of the week in Baton Rouge (where my boyfriend/family/friends are...) It's lonely in Hammond (because this is mostly a commuter college still and things are ABSOLUTELY DEAD in this little town... I've actually learned to knit I have so much downtime!) All this downtime is NOT good for me mentally and I'm having a tough time with the lonliness in Hammond.. I try to keep busy with art, hobbies, reading, anime, korean dramas, all that time wasting Jazz..! I'm also training for my half marathons (I've started running them here and there for excercise & fun) and yoga but it gets tiring to run alone so much.. and boring on a treadmill.. and yoga only takes up two hours a week. I'm making my boyfriend (Devin) run the next one with me! He's a 225 lb Rugby player so he's in great shape.. He's already run 5 consecutive miles in training and he just started two weeks ago!! So annoying.. that took me awhile to work up to!

Anyway today is my start day! I'm going to try and complete my Bridget Jones-esque list of things to do before this first semester of college is out!

1) Get down to atleast 129
2) Meet Devin's family and avoid totally ruining their opinion of me...
3) Make friends with some girls!
4) Make a 3.8... atleast for the first semester
5) Have some fun!
6) Knit everyone christmas presents...

I apologize to anyone who might read this for my spastic blogging style.... o_O

Ttyl..